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dreamcatchings) wrote2009-12-31 10:51 pm
dreamcatchings) wrote2009-12-31 10:51 pm
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I am feeling a little blue.
Some friendships seemed to have been stretched to their breaking point, which I always react to as being my own fault whether it is or not. Work stresses me out. I feel unwanted, unappreciated, unheard and disrespected. I feel like nothing, and it hurts. Actually, there are quite a lot of things that make me feel like nothing and that hurts.
So it's New Year's Eve, and I'm alone. It's rot.
I think I'll make tea and watch Torchwood and then spend tomorrow doing things like RPing and maybe writing some fanfic.
And maybe, y'know, trying to figure out some things.
Some friendships seemed to have been stretched to their breaking point, which I always react to as being my own fault whether it is or not. Work stresses me out. I feel unwanted, unappreciated, unheard and disrespected. I feel like nothing, and it hurts. Actually, there are quite a lot of things that make me feel like nothing and that hurts.
So it's New Year's Eve, and I'm alone. It's rot.
I think I'll make tea and watch Torchwood and then spend tomorrow doing things like RPing and maybe writing some fanfic.
And maybe, y'know, trying to figure out some things.