Sara (
dreamcatchings) wrote2009-12-31 10:51 pm
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I am feeling a little blue.
Some friendships seemed to have been stretched to their breaking point, which I always react to as being my own fault whether it is or not. Work stresses me out. I feel unwanted, unappreciated, unheard and disrespected. I feel like nothing, and it hurts. Actually, there are quite a lot of things that make me feel like nothing and that hurts.
So it's New Year's Eve, and I'm alone. It's rot.
I think I'll make tea and watch Torchwood and then spend tomorrow doing things like RPing and maybe writing some fanfic.
And maybe, y'know, trying to figure out some things.
Some friendships seemed to have been stretched to their breaking point, which I always react to as being my own fault whether it is or not. Work stresses me out. I feel unwanted, unappreciated, unheard and disrespected. I feel like nothing, and it hurts. Actually, there are quite a lot of things that make me feel like nothing and that hurts.
So it's New Year's Eve, and I'm alone. It's rot.
I think I'll make tea and watch Torchwood and then spend tomorrow doing things like RPing and maybe writing some fanfic.
And maybe, y'know, trying to figure out some things.
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"May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful, and don't forget to make some art -- write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself."
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Ah. Thank you for the Neil quote. &hearts
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I think I'll make tea and watch Torchwood and then spend tomorrow doing things like RPing and maybe writing some fanfic.
And maybe, y'know, trying to figure out some things.
This. Just. Yeah. This. *hugs* Me, too, so much. Except it's also New Years here and thus I can't even go anywhere and pretend to entertain myself greatly with something. I'm thinking it's time for a nap.
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Anyway, come out when you need to. Cold weather is usually curable with hot cocoa and baths.