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I'm still feeling a little...off about certain things. It's nothing that can be helped. It's simply the way my mind operates. The really freakish dreams didn't help much. So now I'm tired on top of everything else. I might be slow today. I apologize if I am.

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Warning

I feel it's about time I posted a warning to all of those people who have may friended me without knowing what they were getting into.

Here is a short list of things I do fairly regularly. They usually pass, and I come out of them about the same I went into them, rather chipper, helpful, snarky and fun.

• Drink. I get stressed out so I usually treat myself about once a week
  
• Anxiety attacks. My back clenches up, I cry for the better part of an hour to off and on for several usually because something has gotten me worked up. Or, more accurately, things throughout the week have gotten me worked up and then one thing breaks me.
  
• The complex. My biggest one is failure and blaming myself for things that are not my fault or might be my fault or really are my fault. And I will beat myself up over and over and over about them until it usually results in the anxiety attack.
  
• Depression. I suffer from it. It keeps me from posting, eating, moving, doing things that I should. Mostly caused by my fear of failure, which all leads up to anxiety. Wow, this is turning into one horrible cycle, isn't it?

Hmmmmm. That might be it. At least, those are the major things.

You have been warned.