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I'm not sure when I should start stressing out about not having heard back about the job. It's been two days (well, four, but I didn't expect them to call my this weekend.) I guess if I don't hear anything by this Friday I shall dissolve into a pit of depression and mourn the future apartment and apartment warming party I've been dreaming of. I know I said I wouldn't get my hopes up too much, but I lied.

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This Song is Why I Bought the Album

Move Along
By All-American Rejects

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[fade out]

ETA: For those of you that want it, it's on YSI here. Let me know if I need to reupload.

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I don't want to go to work today. I want to drive to St. Louis and steal my best friend from her job and convince her to get on a plane with me to anywhere. Somewhere further away and perfect and beautiful and not this.

Sometimes I don't think the way I'm wired works for this world.

I don't believe in money, I believe in love. I don't believe in production, I believe in beauty. I don't believe in religion, I believe in the divine in all of us.

I don't believe that your job can't be something that makes you rise up singing every morning.

I don't know why we have to be something instead of just being.

I've apparently slipped into melodrama.

Hopefully, I'll climb my way out.

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Work was loooooong.

Mondays are usually long.

Which means I end up kinda sucking on Mondays.

Hopefully, I can get some more posts out tomorrow. Sorry guys.