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[dreamcatchings]

I'm tempted to take next week off. I've got vacation time coming to me. Lord knows I could likely use some honest to goodness time off. I could use that time to go scouting more apartments and look into more jobs should the one with Humana fall through, which is something I'm really very concerned about because I likely jinxed myself by wanting it too much.

tsylyst wants me to look into getting a job in Ft. Wayne because that's where he lives. I bet if I asked, kcauac would want me to find one in St. Louis. norachan and teza kinda wanted me in Iowa. So much love and so many opportunities and my somewhat OCD head gets all kinds of mixed up trying to process more than one location at a time.

And there's still grad school or the hope of grad school. timberwolfblues thinks grad school might be the best for me. I just don't think I can put up with where I am physically and mentally and emotionally for another year because I wouldn't be able to really get into a program until fall of 2007. And this is me still not decided what type of program to go into, whether I should do Lit or Creative Writing. I should get my shit together and start looking at programs again.

I should get my shit together period.

I don't know. I wish I were brave enough to just pick up and go somewhere, but I get all kinds of perplexed without a solid support system.

Comments

[mizzmarvel.livejournal.com]

You could also come to Califooooooornia...we have oranges! ;D

[magikfanfic.livejournal.com]

*somehow knew this was coming*

&hearts

[ditzcat.livejournal.com]

Or Australia! We have, um...various forms of wildlife, most of them not actively trying to eat you? XD

But yeah, I know what you mean about the leaving the support network. *crosses fingers for the job you want*