Grrrrr. Argh.

[dreamcatchings]

I feel wrecked and emotionally unstable right now. I'm going to blame the snow. I cannot leave. Well. I could. I could go out and drive in this mess and let my car slip around all over the place again, but I'm not going to. So what happens is that I get snowed in. Alone. With just myself for company. And that typically ends up poorly. I don't like my job. It makes me feel small and worthless and replaceable and mundane, but it is still a social activity. I'm snowed in. Everyone is snowed in. So I'm restless and snowed in and isolated and I had wine. One glass. One measly glass of wine. And it's making me feel boxed in and claustrophobic and sad.

God. I fucking HATE my brain.